Moods

I am a monster at the moment. I feel very angry for no reason then I can be nice as pie, I'm feeling tearfull and all I want to do is curl up and sleep. It seems like I'm on a rollacoster of emotions that I seem to have no control over.

The children are just making it worse. They are not listening to me when I ask them to do something and I have to keep asking them. In the end I'm shouting at them just so they pick up a toy and put it away. This is so not like me. My husband says I have the patience of a saint when it comes to our children and life. I have never let things get to me, even when I was having all my health issues my doctor could not believe how I was coping and how I could be happy and smiling.

I can't put a finger on what is wrong, I'm not ill. It's not PMT as I have not had any of them since having my coil put in three years ago. So what is it?

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I just want to screem but I can't. Even having a nice bubble bath is not working, when normaly it is just the job.

I have had some very bad thoughts too... But I can't say what they are, I haven't even told my hubby about them. I know I should but he is soooo stressed about getting his book to the publishers on time, I can't let this silly mood problem of mine worry him. I know that he would worry.

Help x